My Visit to Atlanta, Georgia

First off let me start by letting you know that Atlanta is 1 of the only 2 places I ever wanted to visit. The other place I will visit in the near future is Brazil.

At 24 years old I decided to live a lifestyle of being Self Employed and start my own business. I guess this Entrepreneur in me came from my Grandfather who was a very successful black business owner through out the greater Los Angeles.

Well, for the past several years I’ve had conversations with some black folks that have traveled Down South and through Atlanta, Georgia and the main thing they stressed it a point to let me know is that “I had to take a trip to Atlanta, Georgia”.

I got to Atlanta on Monday morning and got back home to California Tuesday night. I flew out there for a 1 day business trip, but I sure did squeeze in some personal time. I been home for a few hours now, but I can still feel the hype from the energy in the ATL. I never understood why people from back East or Down South would come to California and say “dam y’all slow out here, where the after happy?” I know why now!

In my short visit, I hit up the West side, Bankhead, The South side inside the Perimeter, The East side, and Buckhead.

I went to look at a strip club location for sale. So, this called for me to visit the current strip clubs to see how things operated out there and this also allowed me to travel through out the ATL and see the different zones.

My visit to the Magic City strip club was fabulous. I seen the most beautiful black females I’ve ever seen in my life. 100’s of them!! The strippers were all TOP FUCKING NOTCH!! These ATL chicks would blow the fucking walls down at any club in California!! The Stripping Culture in ATL is so way different than whats going on out here in California. Everything is different.

The customers are dam near 50% Females & 50% Males. The females tip just as much as the guys do! The Female customers are fucking fine ass a mutherfucker!! The customers have a way of tipping the girls that allows the customer to “show off”. They don’t do private lap dances in a room. Everything is done in the wide open, in front of everybody. In a California strip club, it cost $40 for a nude dance, but in the ATL at Magic City, a nude dance is only $10. BUT!!! These girls dam near never see a $10 bill because the customer is sitting there with a $1,000 in singles and he is just standing up or sitting behind her making it rain all over the back side of her. The customer never gives her money in her hand. They pretty much throw all the money in the air and it lands on the floor.

I’ve been in the Adult Entertainment Industry for 17 years and never in my life have I seen so many black girl booty holes from black girls that were ALL fucking fine ass fuck!! Most of them kinda light skinned. I don’t NEVER NEVER get lap dances, BUT…. I knew today in the ATL I had to take advantage of this cause for me it’s just a visit. Typically the way the dancers dance out there, it’s very informal. They don’t really look at you, they don’t face you, they hardly make contact with you. They pretty much stand right in front of you and do some booty bouncing, booty shaking, booty wiggle, booty bend over ass spreading without here butt hole RIGHT IN YOUR FACE, like inches from your nose… if your had to sneeze, your face would slam right inside her asshole! Let me remind you, these chicks are fine ass fuck!!! Remember who’s telling you this! ME!!! The man who’s smashed hundreds of females and only maybe 3% of them were black. All I gotta say is that the Black females in the ATL is what I rate in my book as VERY ATTRACTIVE!!!

Funny thing. I’ve never gotten a lap dance by a black chick in my life. But I tell you no lie, every single one of them strippers at Magic City that asked me for a dance, I SEEN THEIR BUTTHOLE! oh yea, and their banging’ ass body, and their pretty face!! Oh yea, let me also speak on their cool cheerful personalities. It was so fabulous to speak to a black chick that didn’t come off with a fucked up attitude and who came with respect & left with respect.

I wish I could afford to fly every single black female in California to the Dirty South and get some of what’s going on down there, cause it’s obviously something that’s needed.

Oh yea, Rihanna’s “Diamonds” tour was on that same night, so I was able to see Rihanna, T.I. & B.O.B. right next to me in VIP. T.I. came in wearing a back pack with $20 Thousand dollars in it that him and his wife Tiny throw in the air!! The local ballers told me $20k ain’t shit, compared to Lil’ Jeezy dropping $200 Thousand when ever he comes through!

I could go on, but I’m gonna stop here. I need to get to sleep, so I can wake up and realize I’m really back in California.



My Down South Visit

My 24 hour visit to the ATL, Atlanta Georgia was something I personally really needed. People say I’m hard on Black females, I’m hard on the Black Motorcycle Set, but in my heart I always knew something just ain’t right!!

I knew it, and I knew I was right. I knew black people had more to offer that what I’ve experienced from the black folks I’ve been around my whole life living in California.

I guess it’s the Luisiana blood from my Grandpa & the Mississippi blood from my Grandma that rooted deep inside me that’s always made me strive to be a productive, respectful, positive man.

All I can say is that Black people culturally in California operate way different that Black people down South. My visit to the ATL was dam near 24 hours but I swear I soaked up every minute of it taking in just about every aspect of the black southern lifestyle.

What I want & demand from Black people in California is something that will never happen. Why? because there is no foundation out here, there is no unity, there is no black roots, there is no positive black leaders! In the South you have tradition, you have unity, you have roots, you have history, you have positive productive black business people that continue to fertilize the South with growth & hope! But unfortunately whenever a black person in California attempts to be productive, that person is hated on by black people and not supported because it’s become a normal cultural response of trying to destroy a black man versus supporting him to do better. Why? because culturally this is what california black people have taught themselves as a defense mechanism to hold each other back & down. “If I can’t do better, then why should I let him”. We have dam near learned how to in-prison ourselves.

I don’t just love only black people. I love all people White, Mexican, Asian, Middle Eastern & others, but I do have an invested interest to speak up on Black people because I’m black. I care about the future of Black people, cause it effects me.

After my visit to the South, I have come to realize that “It’s not me”!! It’s not me who is “Wrong for wanting black people in California to do better”. I always knew we were more positive, beautiful, and productive than what we portray. This became a fact to me when I saw it in the South.

California black people are accustomed to seeing White people “do good”, so when ever black people see a black person doing better than the average black person, they want to label that black person as “trying to be white”. Why? because seeing a black person do good is something foreign to most black people in Cali and it’s the only thing they can relate his actions to, but in the South, for a black man to see a black man doing good, it only stimulates the next black man to do better cause seeing successful black men in the South is something common.


I know I have busted a lot of balls, hurt a lot of peoples feelings, and lost some peoples friendships over the things I have said about the Black Motorcycle Set and Black Females. I want you to spread this word as you have spread everything else I have said about the BMS. I want you to know that after today I will never never speak word on the BMS again. NEVER.

After my visit to the South I have come to realize that even though we are Black folks on the West Coast & we are Black Folks Down South, we are 2 different cultures!! I have come to except it that the California Black Culture is what it is and it will NEVER NEVER change!! I can live with it, but I do not have to except it or embrace it. I been living here 40 years, and I went Down South for 24 hours and fell in love with it, and felt like I had so much more to relate to the people with out there.


And after my visit to Atlanta, Georgia I am so happy that I always knew I was right and I stand behind everything I have ever said 111%.

I ENCOURAGE ALL RACES OF PEOPLE, White, Mexican, Asian, Middle Eastern, and mainly California Black People to take a visit Down South and feel the Black Culture and get a taste of some real Black Southern Hospitality and see how productive & respectful black people can be. Go see how fuckin sexy, fine, respectful, & productive Southern black females are!! Go visit Atlanta, Georgia, home to the most successful black business owners per square block than any place in the USA.

I’VE ALWAYS DEMANDED MORE FROM BLACK PEOPLE THEN WHAT THEY OFFERED CAUSE I ALWAYS KNEW WE COULD DO BETTER. I have come to realize that yes I have the power to change a person, but not a culture.

I want to wish everyone who read this Peace & Love. I wish you could feel as I do & see my vision, but until then, I can only share my experiences with you in hopes it can help fertilize change in you.


Thank you,



Attention Dudes. *Females Can Read This Too

If you grew up in the Greater Los Angeles area and you are about 40 years old, this is for you.

I am gonna assume you grew up hustling or you grew up around some hustlers. I’m gonna also assume you grew up listening to West Coast Gangsta Rap and way back in the day the #1 radio station we used to all listen to was 1580 KDay from back in the late 1980’s. Then later on we had 92.3 with that Asian dude “Theo” who swore he was Black.

Well, during this time we had DJ Quick, Ice T, NWA, Ice Cube, Snoop, Death Row, Tupac, and the list goes on. You might not have realized it then, but at that time, these were not only rappers, but these were our motivators and in some cases, these were leaders to some. Rap music was a form of communication, Entertainment, and for those with talent, a way out the hood.

People looked up to rappers because they saw power, fame, success, freedom, and money! It was a secondary approach to looking like a dope dealer and having the things a dope dealer had without being a dope dealer. It served as a legit hustle. Well, in 1996 the leader of West Coast rap “Tupac Shakur” was murdered and the movement for West Coast rap has continued to take a drastic change over the past 17 years. West Coast rap music has been crippled and it has no future of ever making a recovery. The more devastating reality to the destruction and complete annihilation to rap music is what it has done to a entire culture of people. These are the people who used music as a tool, as fuel to motivate themselves, and these are the people that looked up to West Coast Rap as a culture and now it’s all gone, and these people have no leaders. No Tupac’s, No Dub C, No Too Short nothing we can relate to.

Tupac was the last hope for West Coast Rap. When Tupac died West Coast Rap killed it’s self from it’s own hands. Tupac was the ONLY person to take West Coast Rap and give it a reason to come together as 1 and make it West Coast Rap. Unfortunately after Tupac died the rap game quickly turned into West Coast rappers turning on each other and destroying each other. Why? Well, unfortunately this is more of the culture response of the west coast black male. It’s like he is more programmed to hate, and not support his own, so he pulls the next man down so he’s not left at the bottom of the stairway by himself.

The West Coast Rap game had 1 dude that created a Empire and that dude was Suge Knight founder of Death Row. We all know the controversy connected with him & his label. Death Row filled for Bankruptcy in 2006. Death Row was founded in 1991 but we all know it was over in 1996 when Tupac died. The support to the life of west coast music was very short lived and it’s so unfortunate, because West Coast music really had so much more to offer, but greed and self hatred amongst one’s own people destroyed it.

So, this is why I want to give BIG FUCKING PROPS to the DIRTY SOUTH!!!! I remember back in the 90’s when Dirty South music was the bottom of the barrel. The Dirty South got no play, no respect, no love, and was first to get disrespected. The Dirty South never sold out, they never folded, and they stood tall and supported their own!!! The Dirty South kept it pushing & supported their own music and continued to grind and march their music to the West Coast over the past 17 years and it’s only gotten better & better and west coast has gotten worse & worse.

The Dirty South has launched several music empire families such as Cash Money Records started in 1991, No Limit Records started in 1990, and they still pumping millions through it’s label and strongly supported by it’s own people coming from the South! So many artist coming out the South that made it big and still launching new talent out the South to this very day from Andre 300, Jermaine Dupri, Cee Lo Green, 2 Chainz, Lil Jon, Souljia Boy, and so many more!

The DOWN SOUTH culture has 1 thing within it’s culture of Black people that the West Coast does not have, and that is “SUPPORT”. Black people on the West Coast will forever continue to be our own worst enemy if we don’t learn how to Embrace each other & Support each other as a people and as a movement.

I titled this Attention Dudes because the MALE is the leader of the village, and right now I am talking to the LEADERS!

I love all people: Blacks, Mexican, White, Asian, and others, but right now, I need to address my own people because it’s 2013 and we need to help each other. Somebody has to stand up and be a fucking leader!!

Love you all,


Stupid Ignorant Low Class Mutherfuckers

You mutherfuckers gonna tear up your own backyard, your own city, and break the law because you feel the justice system failed another black man. So what the fuck do you go off and do? You Riot, You Beat up people, you break the law, and you do it because you feel it’s the right thing to do. Well, let me take a stand as a black man and tell you, it’s NOT the right thing to do. It’s the the wrong approach. It’s NOT how you get the attention of the MAN, and it’s not going to make things any better. If you wanna make a difference, go to school, get that education and then reach back to your community and educate the people.

God bless Trayvon, but he is still dead. Black people acting ignorant & foolish is not gonna bring him back. Zimmerman is still NOT GUILTY free with all charges dropped, so once again, black people acting ignorant & foolish is not gonna bring Trayvon back.

I personally find it embarrassing as a Black man as I sit here watching the news looking at the actions of these ignorant ass mutherfuckers running through the streets of Los Angeles causing havoc.

SHAME ON ABSOLUTELY ANYONE: BLACK, WHITE, MEXICAN or any race or color people that participated in any law breaking activities from the Zimmerman Protests that started at Leimert Park in the Crenshaw District.


You wanna help the future Trayvon Martin’s of the World, the right way? Go to school & get an education so you can represent clients & families that find themselves up against a High Profile racially motivated murder case. The court system needs help and the same people out there causing the RIots can be the same people in school making a difference. So if you didn’t know, then let me be the first 1 to tell you. YOU CAN DO IT!!!


FACT:: DID WHITE PEOPLE RIOT WHEN “OJ SIMPSON” GOT ALL HIS CHARGES DROPPED? NO THEY DIDN’T. WHERE THEY MAD AS FUCK? YES THEY WERE!! They didn’t riot & burn down Beverly Hills, they simply got involved with the law makers, and our justice system and learned how can they see to it that the system works more for THEM. So, what’s stopping you?




2 Very Important Life Saving Facts

ATTENTION:: My name is Goldie DeWitt and today I want to share & remind you of 2 VERY IMPORTANT LIFE SAVING FACTS!!!

1. If someone in your life is being abusive, dishonest, fake, backstabbing, jealous, trashy, unmotivated, lazy, ignorant, embarrassing, & not keeping up with what you expect in a respectful friendship, then you have every right to step away from that friendship/relationship. Do not stay with that person!! Do not stay with that person because you fear the unknown, not sure if there is someone else out there better? YES, there is someone else out there better who will treat you good, respect you, honor you, embrace you, love you, share with you, work with you, learn from you & teach you. DO NOT stay in any type of fucked up bullshit ass friendship or relationship with nobody!! Fuck that person, there is always someone out there better! ALWAYS!! Just get dressed and go out tonight or even today goto Starbucks and kick up conversation with someone new and see what happens.

2. This is very important. Now a days there are a bunch of Bitch Ass Dudes out there and Sucka Ass Loud Mouth Female Bitches talking a whole lot of shit! Talking shit about any & everything they can get their mouths on. Some dudes have really flipped the script and they seriously act like, & respond like bitches when things get heated. Some females, actually most females now a days are acting so hard, cold & disrespectful that they think it’s ok to challenge a dude straight up to his face. Oh hell fucking NO! So, why are females acting like this? Cause dudes are getting soft. Why are dudes getting soft? Cause they falling victim to the pussy and giving females a false sense of power and they taking that false sense of power and using it as a evil tool. So now you got this pussy ass acting dude who been dealing with this disrespectful ass bitch for a while now, changing up the way a man really supposed to represent himself. So now when this dude has to deal with another man who is really on some grown man shit, he is confronted with another man who is acting like a straight up bitch. Why, cause he been groomed by a bitch to act like a bitch, and now we have a big problem! So, what do we have now standing in front of you? A BITCH YOU WANNA KNOCK THE SHIT OUT OF, rather it be Male of Female. This loud mouth shit talking disrespectful ass mutherfucker is standing here right in front of you talking all this shit, cause they’ve constantly made it a lifestyle in their past relationships. So you thinking this mutherfucker don’t know who they fucking with, and in 1.2 seconds you bout to sock this mutherfuckers head right off their shoulders! BUT WAIT!!! DON’T DO IT!!! It’s a set up. That sorry ass RAT FACE BITCH can’t handle you and they know it, so you best believe the moment you put hands on them, they will call the police and you will catch a case. Even if you finally caught up with someone you heard been talking shit through friends, Facebook, text, or you finally caught someone who talked shit from back on Myspace, YOU BETTER NOT LAY A FINGER ON THAT BITCH!!! That mutherfucker, or their friend, or their relative with RAT YOUR ASS OUT in a big way. So, what do you do when a shit talking bitch is in front of you? YOU GIVE THAT BITCH A PASS if you don’t want to catch a Court Date. So, is their any solution to this, YES there is. You have to be strategic about this, and you have to be strong enough and skillful enough to TAKE THE FIRST PUNCH. You gotta stand in front of this piece of shit with WITNESSES watching everything and you just hope and pray that this mutherfucker is stupid enough to attempt to threaten you by causing bodily harm to you so it puts you in a position to defend yourself. THEN YOU BEAT THAT BITCHES ASS!!! You better make sure you have a clean case of Safe Defense, or if not, things will get sticky.

NOTE: if you can walk away from something, or you can avoid something, it’s pretty much best now a days. Unfortunately with out the proper teachings, people are either CATCHING A CASE or LOSING THEIR LIFE, and none of us got dressed that day to do neither one.



I speak the truth. I speak situations I have lived & learned from.

Love Life

This is something that I thought of today, and I just had to share it with you. Seriously just think of how true this really is…

The shortest time of our existence is during the time we are alive.We are dead way longer than we are alive.

Take for instance the Governor of Wisconsin, “Jeremiah M. Rusk” born June 17, 1830, and he died November 21, 1893. He was 63 years old. He’s been dead for 119 years.

What can we do while we’re dead?
Do you realize we must all die at some point?
Once we die, you then have all the time in the world….

So, why make your time here anything less than wonderful, beautiful, lovely, great, incredible, positive and giving.

What can we do while we’re alive? You can appreciate life, you can spread love, you can promote life, you can do good deeds to fertilize a better future for others.

For the short time we are blessed life on this earth, we all need to love each other, and treat each other good, and learn to help each other.

Right now I am 40 years old, but 1 day I will have been dead for over a 100 years, and everything I stood for & everything I represented in life will simply be part of history.

So I hope and pray that the good deeds I have contributed to life will allow my name to live the rest of my life while I’m dead.

This might have been a little too deep for some of you, but I hope you all can really feel where I’m coming from with this.

Much love,


16 Years of 1DOWN

WHAT’S UP MA PEOPLES!!!! How in the hell all yall doing? As for me, I’m doing just fine. Got a lot on my plate right now, but that’s actually good. Keeping myself bizzy, keeps me out of trouble. I’m sure a few of you STREET HUSTLERS understand the importance of that.

Well, in this photo you are looking at a phat juicy piece of 1DOWN discovered ass! This right here was one of my REAL DEAL MONEY MAKER HOME GIRLS. Wearing that Orange lets you know! We made real SCRILLA doing what we do. This was taken back in the day when our Spearmint Rhino location in Upland, CA was open for those of you who know about it.My history stretches way way far then any of you can truly imagine. In the 16 years 1DOWN has been alive, I have meet 1000’s of females, dancers, entertainers, strippers, performers, & hood rats! One thing I can honestly say is that I have never made an enemy or ever did bad business with any of them. Not 1 of them can I bump into and not be followed by a big embracing hug! That says a lot about a person and his business ethics & positive work relations he has. I take pride in my work and I respect the people I do work with.I’m the type of cat that feels like if we gonna bump heads, then there is no reason for us to engage in anything. I know I do good business and I don’t like to waste my time or the other persons.My 16 year reputation is strong. I am proud to say that 1 out of every 3 people know or heard of 1DOWN. That’s fucking huge! Thats something real big to be proud of and I stand here today proud as fuck of my accomplishments!

I’m gonna keep doing what I do, and I’m gonna keep living life WHILE PEOPLE WATCH ME!

Don’t blink, cause I move fast!

1DOWN est. 1996

August 28, 2012

Today I Share This With You

My name is Goldie DeWitt and I provide leadership. I lead people to improve their quality of life. I try to mentor & inspire people everyday. I truly believe that God has made me the chosen 1. I feel I’ve been good to a few, so God has put me in a position to be good to many.

Over the next few days, I will be celebrating 16 years of 1DOWN success. Most people define success with money, but thats not so. The true definition of Success is making a difference in other peoples lives and understanding that Money is a By-product of doing something well.

I’ve learned in life being good at what I do not only shows success in making a difference in my life, but the most rewarding is seeing my success make a difference in someone else’s life.

I know many of you are feeling the pain & the struggle of trying to survive & make ends meet now a days. Times have gotten so hard that some have just thrown in the towel and quit. I know this might be hard for some to believe, but living in the United States in the greatest County in the World, the land of opportunity! Let me say it again, The Land of Opportunity! We live in a Country where you are only limited by your own reach. No matter what you got from today, tomorrow is simply limited to how far you are willing to reach out. We have freedom, we have excess, we have opportunity!

Did you know that CUBA is a Communist run country and monopolizes communications and citizens are forbidden to access the internet! There is virtually NO broadband internet access in Cuba at all. You will goto jail if you use the internet! There ain’t no Mc Donald’s, No Starbucks, No Louis Vuitton, No Dominoes pizza, just straight up generic stuff. No Coca Cola, no Subway, just a generic place that will make you a sandwich and wrap it in a clear plastic Saran Wrap! Their Country favorite past time is eating Ice Cream. I share this with you because I want you to know that this is 2012 and there are people who are living in places & situations where they DON’T have the opportunities we have.

Looks as if Americans have really become complacent with whats in front of them and not motivated to reach for more. This is the United States of America, the land where you can wake up tomorrow and be anything you want to be! Anything!

I bring all this up to you because I find myself embarking on another business venture and I look at this being possible because I live in the United States and it allows me to capitalize on opportunity! The reason I am able to do this is because I don’t allow myself to get complacent, I am not lazy and I don’t procrastinate. I must say there is nothing worse than seeing someone who has opportunity and they have failed to capitalize on it due to being lazy. The corner stone of poverty is laziness. The opposite is motivation is lazy!

As a Black man, we get this stigma that we have gotten comfortable with mediocrity. We got a 47% national Black african american male graduation rate from high school. That means 53% of black males are not graduating from high school! Did you know that the #1 cause of death for young black males is Homicide! Hear me say this, that 83% of young black males with die from homicide! Violence on Violence! But I do want you to know that those are choices! The reason behind each one of these deaths is & will always be over bullshit. Unfortunately Black folks are not paying attention to understand that the Laws are stacked against them.

Here is something else a lot of people don’t understand or know is a true active Constitution of The United States. The Constitution 13th Amendment says basically: Slavery is abolished, only with the exception of slavery existing if one has committed a crime and is punished and incarcerated. Thats where Slavery exist. So did you just learn that there is a active loop hole to Slavery still making it active today!? So basically if you are in Jail, you are a Slave. So this is how Jail inmates make License plates, make Screws for metal shops, and work for 8¢ a hour and this is legal for the government to get away with it. Did you know there are 2 million people in jail in the United States and it’s growing and they building more Penal Jail Institutions and we falling for the okie doke cause we don’t know what the competition is. We got offense, but no defense. Did you know there are more people locked up in the United States than China & Russia combined! The biggest business right now is the Prison Industrial Complex. They are privatizing prisons and major companies are buying Stock in Prisons because Prisons have become Privatized.

Right now the Prison system is about 65-70% Hispanic and the rest are Black. It’s a generation that ain’t getting no better. The only thing than can combat and defeat that is Information & Knowledge.

For those of you lucky enough to have read this much, you will see first hand why 1DOWN is successful and like I said, success is being able to make a difference in other peoples live.

I do big thangs in my life and I ain’t never scared to get down and spare in the trenches, and because of this, I get people who may feel that I am doing too much. And this I contribute to that Slave mind mentality. People too scared to go above average. Well, as for me, I’m like Harriet Tubman, and I’m gonna hold this pistol to yo head saying you gonna follow me across these Northern States cause thats where the freedom is at, cause they don’t know they Slaves. Because Black folks don’t have enough education & representation and as a result, this is what we have. Mis-leaded black people in 2012.


Here is a African saying that I want to share with you:

“Every morning in Africa, a Gazelle wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning a Lion wakes up. It knows it must outrun the slowest Gazelle or it will starve to death. It doesn’t matter whether you are a Lion or a Gazelle… when the sun comes up, you’d better be running.”

Love you all,

Goldie DeWitt

If I Had The Power To Change Life

IF I HAD THE POWER TO CHANGE LIFE…..I would bring Tupac back to life to rebirth true rap and smash all these skinny jean no rap skill busters!I would bring Dr. Martin Luthern King back to life to give ALL people a positive non violent roll model.

I would bring Mike Tyson back to boxing when he was at his best!

I would make it a law that females on welfare had to be on birth control.I would make the 3 strikes law only apply to violent crimes.I would lower gas prices to $1.50-$2.00.I would put a heavy tax on Alcohol, Cigaretts, Guns, Bullets, Medical Marijuana, and legalized prostitution.I would make Hate crimes and Rape punishable by death.

I would make it mandatory for all high school graduates not going to collage, had to inlist in the military or job core.

I would remove the word Niggah from black peoples vocabulary.

I would ban all ignorant reality tv shows that encourage black people to be hateful and violent and low class.

I would make it madatory between 12pm & 1pm that everyone had to participate in a 1 hour physical work out / cardio.

I would terminate and ban the use of any Social Media websites.

Well, im sure you can see by now that my mind is really far beyond what we have in front of us daily. I really feel people are being brain washed and not really seeing what is going on and what we are loosing out on. The government got us all entertained with bullshit while they continue to trap us with technology and trap us in this huge spider web they call the World Wide Web. Yes, people you best believe its a web alright. Funny thing, people look at the internet as freedom when its really made to trap us, trap information, and then leave us transformed mearly into numbers, usernames, passwords, likes, and dislikes.

I can honestly say, i miss real hugs, real kisses, real laughs, real friends.

My name is Goldie Dewitt and i wrote this as a farewell to real life for us all….

Goldie & Mom in 1973

GOLDIE & MOM in 1973….

I was 17 months old in this pic and my mom was 23 years old. My mom is 1/2 Black & 1/2 Filipino.

I remember being a kid and when men would whistle at my mom to flirt or get her attention, I would get so MAD!

Gotta give mom’s her props. She raised me on her own! She was a good provider. She knew how to get shit done. She made sure I always had the best of what ever was current at the time. She made sure at a young age, that I wasn’t gonna grow up and be no punk. She taught me at a young age what money could get you & at the same time, what getting money could do to you! My mom was a hustler, but when it came to providing for us, she was fearless. I remember a time or 2 when I had to take a cold shower cause the gas was turned off, or try to eat cereal with water cause we had no milk, but those were building blocks for me. Oh yea, I also remember not having any toilet paper, and having to use a brown paper trash bag to wipe my ass. How? It’s simple, you get a brown paper bag and you tear a piece off and you rub it together until it gets soft. My grandpa taught me that.

Those situations were small compared to what my mom did or a norm. She made sure I had lots of toys, more than any other kids or my cousins, she made sure I had lots of shoes, suede pumas, Adidas, nike, fresh clothes like Guess, Fila, Izod, Polo, Ellesse, leather bomber jackets with the fur and all colors of snake skinned belts. My mom wanted me to know that no matter what we went through, she was the provider and even though I didn’t have a dad in the house, she had what it took to raise me all be her self and there was absolutely nothing I could want that she couldn’t get for me on her own.

At the same time, I must say, my mom was no joke. I seen her throw big black skillets, irons, and pull out knives on dudes when shit got funky! She held her own! So when she told me to do something and I slipped and gave her a little attitude, she we be quick to say “boy don’t make me bust you up side yo head with a brick!” I KNEW SHE WASN’T FUCKING AROUND!

I got good grades, never ditched a day of school, never! Graduated high school and I commend my mom for holding it DOWN. I just got off the phone with her and she doing great, 40 years later.

Thank you mom, I love you.